The Boy

I know, I know I'm writing a blog about a boy. Silly teenage girl and her childish romances :p.  But yes I will continue. As of (not sure) 2 month I've been seeing this new guy. An interesting fellow so to say. Much different then the guys I'm usually confronted with.

However this change has seemed to work quite in an odd way. He's become something he wasn't meant to, to me. I thought that maybe I'd just go out with to kill time and all this and that, but for some reason that mind set has changed. 

I could go weeks without seeing him no problem. I could not talk to him forever and no problem. But now its almost impossible. I think about him all the time. I see him all the time and it's scaring me so much. I don't want to get attached. I don't want to be let down like so many time before. I don't know what to do. I know I don't love him, but every time I'm around him I feel happy, warm, peaceful. It is just so odd. I really am so confused :p