Thursday, September 18, 2008

Why??? :(

WHY!?!?!?!

Why is it with us women we always fall for the bad ones :(. Why is it that we always end up thinking more about the asses in our lives then the sweethearts that have made us smile and feel so beautiful? 

I feel like an idiot at the time. I've found this beautiful man who is everything a women could want. Sweet, understanding, and romantic. Yet, even with him in my life I keep thinking about another boy. A boy who is not worth it at all. An ass of a man and nothing compared to the man I have now. 

I keep dreaming that idiot!! I know it may mean something else, but just the fact that I dream him aggravates me! He isn't worth my time let alone my thoughts....I know my dreams maybe trying to tell me something, but I don't want to even think of him, let alone think of him. I hope this ends soon :(.

I'm drunk at the moment too :p

I HATE YOU ASS!!! 


1 comment:

notokay19 said...

Girrrrrrrrrl! (Okay, enough of that.)

Your heart will never truly settle, even if you wouldn't consider your situation with either person love.

Your heart still longs for accompanyment, companionship, and maybe a little more that is none of my business. You will never be over any kind of lust, longing, or jealousy that you feel, so it's best to just remind yourself of that.

It's okay to remember the past, but after you take some time to remember, enjoy the present and remind yourself of the future.

Things always have a way of working themselves out.