You Made My Day! At 4 am :D

Girrrrrrrrrl! (Okay, enough of that.)

You made my day :). I love it dude :D. Everything you said was right and I love you for it!! 

Time to let that shit go :).  

<3 Kyle <3>

Best Advice :).

DAVE!!!

I was talking to a friend of mine named Dave a few days ago and during our conversation that "boy" I'm always talking about came into topic. Well I told him all about the circumstances under which I was involved with this "boy" and he gave me the best advice ever :). 

"Except what came and expect no more"

These words really spoke to me and I think I'm ready to finally forget :). Although my heart still wants to hold on. I began to think of these words and it makes sense. I should just except what happened and expect nothing more to come from him, because no matter how hard I try nothing will ever evolve between the two of us.


So now I'm excited to see what will come next :). What new things will happen between me and my "man" now that I'm getting over the "boy". I'm also wondering what my love life has in store for me in the future. I'm sure more heart ache. But sooner or later that one that will make me fly will come walking along and we'll be forever happy :)

Much love ~Nolly

So long no write :p.

Sorry it's been so long since I've written  anything :p. Things have just been a bit busy lately  

I started and job and totally hated it. It was so boring and lame. All I did was look at fruit for eight hours. Talk about a snooze fest huh. Well they put me on call like two weeks ago and that pretty much pissed me off. Oh but wait the greatest thing is after I had gotten used to not working and just lounging around all day they call me the friday before Thanksgiving week. AHHHHH! That pissed me off! The only season they even want me back is because their giving the people who've been there ages the week off. It's gay! I'm just going to go for the first two days and just bale on their asses! Bwahahahaha! It will be sooooo great :).

Well that all I have to say about work :D

Oh My Gosh!!

I start school in a few week :D. I'm so happy I could jump up and down :). It's so exciting, well at least for me. Hahaha! I have about a month before I start and I'm thinking of losing so weight before it starts :). I hope I can do it. Hehehe!

Why??? :(

WHY!?!?!?!

Why is it with us women we always fall for the bad ones :(. Why is it that we always end up thinking more about the asses in our lives then the sweethearts that have made us smile and feel so beautiful? 

I feel like an idiot at the time. I've found this beautiful man who is everything a women could want. Sweet, understanding, and romantic. Yet, even with him in my life I keep thinking about another boy. A boy who is not worth it at all. An ass of a man and nothing compared to the man I have now. 

I keep dreaming that idiot!! I know it may mean something else, but just the fact that I dream him aggravates me! He isn't worth my time let alone my thoughts....I know my dreams maybe trying to tell me something, but I don't want to even think of him, let alone think of him. I hope this ends soon :(.

I'm drunk at the moment too :p

I HATE YOU ASS!!! 

Ze Best Friend :D

And here is my Besty!!!! :D 

None other then the Kyle! 

He's been my friend for as long as I can remember! We're like sister ;D. Just from a different whom.....and spermy :D. Hehe! Well, he and I are about as awesome as they come. We can entertain ourselves with about nothing and enjoy some of the weirdest shit :p. I remember once him and I were watching some videos on youtube about farts. Holy crap did we laugh :). Yeah, now that's something you can't do with just anybody :p. 

He is also the sweetest person I know. I can tell him all my secrets and know that none of them will ever leave his lips. I wish we were 21 so we could go to Vegas and have a fucking fun time watching strippers and getting drunk on the strip. 

No matter what happens to us as we began the journey of so called "adulthood" I know that he and I will always be to tighter then tight. We'll be friends till the day we are both shitting in diapers in some retirement home. 

I love you man!!

My Compatibility :p

Right here

Kristen!! :D

One of my besties, Kristen got her license a few days ago :D. I was so happy for her! I feel so proud of her. She is an amazing women, but for some reason not many people can or want to see it. It makes me mad when people underestimate her ability, because I know what she is capable of. I know the great things that she can and will contribute to this chaotic world! She is like a small flame waiting to be fired up to light the darkness around. 

Someday everyone will see what an incredible person she is and they will see how much they have wronged her. I want to see all those who thought that she was nothing more then a imperfect failer to bite their tongues when they see the great things she makes happen. I want them to be green with envy knowing they could never even come close to the greatness she will be. 

I'll always be your friend Kristen. And always try my best to be there for you :D.

LOVE YOU